{"id":2795,"date":"2017-01-06T18:04:58","date_gmt":"2017-01-06T18:04:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/?p=2795"},"modified":"2017-01-06T18:04:58","modified_gmt":"2017-01-06T18:04:58","slug":"difficult-or-impossible-to-understand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/difficult-or-impossible-to-understand\/","title":{"rendered":"Difficult or Impossible to Understand"},"content":{"rendered":"<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Welcome to the art\/life trail and to the world of 2017!<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">This is a critical year for taking a stand, having a vision. Let&#8217;s be\u00a0willing to move forward without fear and without having the who, the how, the when, the why or the where in place. Sounds unsettling and confounding&#8230;also highly opportune for new levels of creative collaboration.<\/span><\/h4>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-2521\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/ascension.jpg?resize=370%2C500\" width=\"370\" height=\"500\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/ascension.jpg?resize=222%2C300&amp;ssl=1 222w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/ascension.jpg?resize=768%2C1039&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/ascension.jpg?resize=757%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 757w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/ascension.jpg?w=1050&amp;ssl=1 1050w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 370px) 100vw, 370px\" \/><span style=\"font-size: 14px; color: #808000;\">The Great Escape, Drozda, Acrylic\/canvas, 48 x 36&#8243;, private collection<\/span><\/p>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">We are now several weeks into the Mystery quadrant. This 90 day period takes us into the realm of the deep feminine so that we might restore, refresh, rejuvinate and renew. We keep in mind that the spring and summer are primarily active\/masculine\/get it done&#8230;grow, grow, grow moon\/months. During fall and winter the feminine energy rises to support us in resourcing inner strength, intuitive awareness and the urge to midwife a creative birth. As we round the curve into winter the 12 weeks are infused with Mystery.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">The Mystery is the unknown, the unexplored, the never felt.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #993366;\">Mystery: <em>noun<\/em><\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #993366;\"><strong>1<\/strong>.\u00a0something that is difficult or impossible to understand or explain.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #993366;\">&#8220;the mysteries of outer space&#8221;<\/span><\/h4>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-2403\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/night-sky-astrophotography-1-tm.jpg?resize=500%2C333\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/night-sky-astrophotography-1-tm.jpg?resize=300%2C200&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/night-sky-astrophotography-1-tm.jpg?w=600&amp;ssl=1 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/p>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\"><br \/>\nWhat does Mystery mean to you? <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">During this cycle (December 29 &#8211; January 27)\u00a0\u00a0the energy offers relaxing into the deep inner world where the quality is akin to loosening resistance, opening to intuitive guidance and generally lightening up. To help move in that direction take a moment to regularly sense into the pattern of your breath. <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #993366;\"><a style=\"color: #993366;\" href=\"http:\/\/www.goodtherapy.org\/learn-about-therapy\/types\/breathwork\">Breathwork<\/a><\/span><\/strong>\u00a0Work Wonders<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\"><br \/>\nPause a moment and create breathing space. \u00a0Acknowledge Renewed Vitality.\u00a0 Each breath moves you into the\u00a0uncharted territory of the Mystery. Explore. Be\u00a0a pioneer.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Enter the Mystery. The breath directs your communication. Keep in mind that your words matter. <\/span><span style=\"color: #808000;\">What you say to yourself throughout this month\u00a0and all through this year will continue to grow (or rot).\u00a0<\/span><\/h4>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\"><strong>Honoring the Roots of the Mystery<\/strong><\/span><\/h3>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">With each post between winter solstice\u00a0and spring equinox I share\u00a0two entries\u00a0from my book <a style=\"color: #808000;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Twenty-Prayer-Poems-Care-Givers\/dp\/0970767609\"><em><strong>Twenty Two Prayer Poems for Care Givers<\/strong><\/em><\/a>\u2026<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">The Prayer\/Poems were written while I was a hospice volunteer. The words that came as the result of my experience helped me to breathe in\u00a0the Mystery. Choices helped me\u00a0to take wise and good care of what Tibetan Buddhist&#8217;s call this &#8220;precious human life&#8221;.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Living in the Present<\/span><\/strong><\/h1>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #993366;\">This holy instant I give to You, be You in charge.<\/span><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/A_Course_in_Miracles\"><span style=\"color: #993366; font-size: 16px;\">ACIM<\/span><\/a><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Dear One,<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">There are times like this when I feel insecure.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am willing to see this situation differently.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">When I imagine my response to the experience<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">It seems as though my need to defend<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">comes up so strongly.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I want others to see me as good and qualified.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I feel like screaming from the rooftop that<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I AM OKAY!<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">And yet I admit that at this moment I wonder<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">If I have what it takes.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">I find my thoughts wandering into the future.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I see the suffering around me and I question:<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Will I be able to age in good health?\u00a0<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Will I be surrounded by love and support?<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I offer up these fears to You.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I ask for a new view in the present moment.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">I ask<br \/>\nthat You send in all of the Mighty Companions.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I ask that They accompany me.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I ask that They drench my thoughts in gentle delight.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Release me from the pain of imagining that I am<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">not enough.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Settle me into the arms of the Ones Who Care.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Allow me the space and the trust to<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">radiate a new idea.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Give me the joy of possiblity!<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Help me to remember Your teaching,<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">This holy instant I give to You.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">For I would follow You, certain that Your direction<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Brings me peace.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">\u00a0If I need a word You bring it to me.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">If I need a thought You bring it to me.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">If I need but stillness and a gentle quiet mind<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">These are the gifts I will receive of You.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">You are in charge by my request.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">You hear me and You answer me&#8230;<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">For You speak for my Creator and<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am my Creator&#8217;s holy child.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Thank You in advance, <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Amen<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><\/h4>\n<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Harmony and Harmlessness<\/span><\/strong><\/h1>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">I pledge to do no harm.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Dear One,<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">It feels as though I need to protect myself.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">It feels as though I am being attacked.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Wherever I go at this time it feels as though<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am an outsider.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am bereft of hope and I fear that all of my attempts to<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Learn to walk in balance are for naught.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I look about me and try as I may to see the beauty<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">My eyes seem magnitized<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">to the pain and suffering and ugliness.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Humbly I ask that You<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Give me new eyes in this moment.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Remind me that this world is all an illusion.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Remind me that nothing real can be threatened.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Teach me to forgive the world.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Teach me to forgive myself.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Show me how to correct my thinking.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">Bring me back to balance.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am willing to step back today and let<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">You lead the way.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am willing to be taught&#8230;<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">There is another way of looking at the world.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I am willing to give over my fear.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Again and again throughout this day<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I will be still an instant and go home.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #808000;\">I will listen to Your gentle guiding voice.\u00a0<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Amen<\/span><\/h4>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-2806\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/passingofthedream.jpg?resize=500%2C363\" width=\"500\" height=\"363\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/passingofthedream.jpg?resize=300%2C218&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/passingofthedream.jpg?resize=768%2C558&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/passingofthedream.jpg?resize=1024%2C744&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.donnaionadrozda.com\/lifecycle\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/passingofthedream.jpg?w=1710&amp;ssl=1 1710w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Passing of the Dream, Drozda, Acrylic\/board, 12 x 14&#8243;, private collection<\/span><\/p>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">As we\u00a0begin 2017\u00a0we&#8217;re in the last\u00a0quarter of the Natural Year. It&#8217;s time now for\u00a0clearing away the cluttering thought forms and emotional baggage that would make us feel that we are not prepared for what will be meeting us on the trail up ahead. <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">We&#8217;re Moving through the Mystery of a deep inner landscape and t<\/span><span style=\"color: #808000;\">hese coming weeks demand a lot from us. The Mystery is naturally difficult and impossible to understand.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">What&#8217;s beneficial now is resting in a hammock of restorative dreams. <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Isn&#8217;t it odd that\u00a0resting can seem so out of reach, often like a burden! <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">The weeks leading up to the spring equinox give\u00a0us time to dream the dream. There is\u00a0deeply rooted power in\u00a015 minutes a day invested in quiet reflection, piddling, gazing, focused\u00a0breathing, daydreaming, doodling, playing, reading poetry, birdwatching, napping. <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Rest in a way that feels natural for you. Imagine that you are being resourced and rejuvenated\u00a0in the arms of the deep feminine. Imagine that you are safe and cozy, nesting deep down in her roots. Imagine resting in the silent deep dark. Feel into\u00a0the power of Being. <\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">Notice, without needing to fix, how much\u00a0resistance you feel\u00a0to taking time and making space in your busy life to simply Be.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">I invite you to share this post with your dear ones so that together you might collaborate on deepest good care. We have 11 weeks of traveling through the restorative time of instinctive renewal&#8230;I&#8217;m so glad that you are here.\u00a0<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #808000;\">See you next time on the art\/life trail.<\/span><\/h4>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Welcome to the art\/life trail and to the world of 2017! This is a critical year for taking a stand, having a vision. Let&#8217;s be\u00a0willing to move forward without fear and without having the who, the how, the when, the why or the where in place. 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